It was all just drunken talk. I think I'll leave it at that. We're friends and we had a wonderful time together and ... to go into more detail would be to explain why I'm sad. And this is about having fun.
So I rode the exercise bike tonight and I'm going to run at some point tomorrow. And start looking into buying cars again. And find a race for after the one on Sunday - wondering if I can get ready for a half marathon in one month ...?
The internet boy called again - after much phone tag ... so maybe now that I'm staying on the East Coast I'll actually make an effort to see him?? Or maybe, since work wants to send me to Little Rock next week I'll find myself a Southern boy ... who knows?
Its been a long summer but fall is in the air so I'm going to go to bed and try to wake up and pretend that last weekend and my silliness didn't happen.
Good night.
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