Perhaps soon I'll know.
As promised, I spent the better part of my football game day with 2X. When we kissed it felt like coming home. We discussed rekindling and my moving to Chicago - and if he said the words sober I'd be on the phone with the head hunter in a second. Its only the second time in my life that I thought of doing something like that for someone else. We'll see. I haven't spoken to him since I left after our team won (yay!) and I headed up to Chicago while he stayed one more night in the college town. I just left him a message and if he doesn't call back I'll compose a witty email explaining that maybe we were meant to fall in love again three years later with more security and maturity ...?
And if he doesn't agree, maybe I'll move to Chicago anyway. It might be time for a change.
This is good because it made me realize the extent to which I was not happy with 1X. This is bad because it has made me miss 2X all over again and I thought I was done with that.
Of course, just being in NYC today was draining and so maybe that is contributing to my current missing of 2X ...
Not sure, but I'll keep you posted kids:)
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