I think I might be going crazy.
For real.
I mean, I am crazy, obviously, but I think its getting worse. So let me revise:
I think I might be going more crazy.
At my old job, I was a veteran. I kind of knew what I was doing and people were always stopping by to chat. At my new job I AM SUCH A NEWBIE. And I have no friends (yet ...???) ;( I have people that are nice to me, but no one to just chat with.
Its lonely just plodding along working without a clue. Apparently its also tiring because tonight instead of rushing to swimming I came home and sort of napped sort of just laid in bed for TWO HOURS (come on, this is NOT normal) and then got up and went swimming at 10pm (this is why I should NEVER COME HOME - I should go straight there even if it means a cold walk rather than a warm drive home). What.the.fuck?? And then came home and tried to do some work because I do.not like being the NEWBIE and not really being sure I have a clue. I probably could have stayed there all night and still felt that way though ...
So thoughts? Suggestions? Should I commit myself? Does insurance cover me if I commit myself somewhere sunny???
2 comments:
don't stress...new jobs are hard especially since you were so comfortable at your old job and used to the routine of it all. But remember that the "routine" was holding you back from taking the next step in your career. Even though it is scary and strange now just wait a couple of months and you will see that you will be comfortable again and doing more exciting work!
Just quite your job, move to brosta rica and surf.
Or just suck it up and know that everyone needs a little time to figure out new jobs. One or the other.
If you do committ yourself, can I have the condo?
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