are you KIDDING me?

So, after a few too many drinks this Saturday I wound up on the phone with 2x having the same (getting) old conversation - I should move to Chicago, kissing him was like coming home, now that we have some maturity to our credit we could get back together, get married and be the fun couple with beautiful children.

Of course, it all sounds good at 3 am, but come Monday morning, when you're him, its easier to maintain the status quo. Whatever. Its a bit of an emotional roller coaster for me but its one of those instances where only time will tell ... I get no where by forcing the issue one way or another and as long as I keep my options open and don't sit here pinning I think its okay to place this one in the "we'll see category."

Anyway ... tonight I bought a Marie Claire, its the November issue and this is my horoscope:

"You know how they say 'never sleep with an ex'? Well, guess what? 'They' are finally wrong - at least for the first three weeks of the month, when Mercury goes retrograde. In fact, consider ex-sex a birthday gift to yourself - unless, of course you've dated losers. In that case, maybe you should use this time to find a new future ex."

Um ... are you KIDDING me?? And, its 2x's horoscope too. Interesting ...

In other news, went swimming tonight. 10x100 again this time between 1:39-1:49 so faster but with higher heart rates ... I think that might be the difference between am workouts and pm workouts ...